Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Epic, epic fail

Having a really tough time with A around - can't get away with anything!!!! Freaking me out! Have completely failed at 30 hr fast, fucking, fucking food!  Why does she watch me so???  I can't stand it!  I hate myself. Feel so horrible and undeserving and FAT. Going to try and make myself feel better by eating a packet of laxies now :( *sigh*
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  1. ClaireSeptember 21, 2010 at 8:03 PM

    Ditto... to everything...
    my husband's still not home from work (3hrs late and counting...) I'm freaking out and I ate.. fucking emotional eating. How did I think that was going to help?!?! *bashes head again the wall*
    Can we start again?

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  2. AnonymousSeptember 21, 2010 at 8:32 PM

    laxies are my savior <3 i hope your ok and that you feel better in the morning, tomorrow is a new day,a new start

    x

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  3. AnonymousSeptember 22, 2010 at 2:08 AM

    I am trying to end my love affair with laxes. try to keep your chin up darlin', you beautiful girl :) xxxxxxx

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