These are the tales of the daily battle between love an loathing. Life with me and Ana.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Epic, epic fail
Having a really tough time with A around - can't get away with anything!!!! Freaking me out! Have completely failed at 30 hr fast, fucking, fucking food! Why does she watch me so??? I can't stand it! I hate myself. Feel so horrible and undeserving and FAT. Going to try and make myself feel better by eating a packet of laxies now :( *sigh*